Monday, February 25, 2008

this winter has worn me thin

A day or so ago i sat here thinking of something to write, but nothing came to mind at the time. I'm doing that again, except this time i felt like i might as well just start writing. Sometimes i feel like i have so much to say... but i don't know where to start or how to word it. It's more like feelings i can't describe swirling around inside me, and i wish i could just draw people into my head to experience the same thing. Then i imagine myself and that person just looking at each other without a word. There doesn't need to be any words. We understand completely. And that's all i want.

I often wonder if my mind just does not work the same as everyone else's.
At all.
I have thoughts that i can't even comprehend. How is that even possible? To have things going on inside your head, that you yourself can't even grasp? They're just out of reach. These are things that need to be expressed in some way, but i don't know how to format them. I think my brain's OS is an old version. I need to update. Hope it's not a hardware issue.

The academy awards were earlier. I was pleased. Some good things won. I don't think i really need to say more on this topic. You either saw them, or you didn't. If you did, there's no point in discussing unless it's in person.


This winter has worn me thin.

"I'm finished."

2 comments:

Ryan said...

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Trisha said...

blog friends? kthnx.